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Misery Season

by As Lions and Lambs

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1.
Love 01:04
2.
F. F. F. 03:46
Spiraling Is this too good to be true Or have the cards been dealt in my favor I lived a life without knowing love Until you came into the picture Head over heels I’m falling face first Spiraling All my life I’ve known nothing but pain From my fathers fists, to my mothers hate Then you came and took it away I found comfort in solace And I am safe Rescue me From the plague that infects my soul Comfort me I need to know that you’ll never leave my side Set me free And I’ll make you my saving grace My heart is laced with the serum in your veins You are the cure The antidote to my infection You are the cure My absolute My everything I’ll let down my defenses and dismantle the doubt that has rendered me useless I was cold to the touch You breathed life in my lungs and gave me a reason to live But what if it’s all just a façade And I’m playing right into the trap that you laid for me I can feel the conflict arising I am a different shade of jaded Cut me open watch my pulse start fading Eyes dilating, my heart raging, asphyxiating I am a different shade of jaded Cut me open watch my pulse start fading Eyes dilating, my heart raging, asphyxiating
3.
Hate Speech 03:54
It's like I'm frozen in time Trapped inside this mirror with glass walls as frail as my mind It's like I was born to break Take a step back cause I'm about to suffocate Short fused Your hate speech is killing me You've left me in my misery I need to break free from these insecurities that are keeping me From letting this go Freedom's at the tip of my tongue but I can't let it go I can't let it go Forgive and forget is what they say Turn back the clock so I can make it go away Recognize what you have become I want no part in this No part with you My body grows weary from this deadweight on my shoulders Desperate to escape from these horrors I'm lost in this trance that's driving me to the edge of insanity Separate from the toxicity that divides us all My life is so empty Beaten down by ruthless hate I want to end it all Forgive and forget is what they say Turn back the clock and make it go away Hate Speech Every word you speak tears me apart Breathes death in my bones Brings life to my living hell
4.
Violence 02:13
I sit here thinking how this has come to pass Anticipation builds, anxiety consumes Is this the final act, where the curtains close Fear flows through my veins as silence moves on I hear your footsteps as they echo down the hall Will this be the day that you decide to end it all I sit here trembling, you’ve robbed me of my life In my own mind I fear I never again will find the light You look right through me as if I wasn’t there My frame invisible as I wither in fear Even in the silence Violence Even in the silence There is violence Given reprieve from terror I’ve felt inside Still darkness fills me, thoughts echoing in my mind I take one final glance at the person I used to be The voices telling me I should leave it behind
5.
In that moment life seemed serene Until you took away the thing that made me, me Raped my innocence Raped my innocence Stripped of fidelity Lost sense of reality Raped my innocence Raped my innocence Nothing left to give Nothing else remains in me I made you my god A first and final mistake I placed my life within your hands A swift stroke and now I’m exposed from the inside out Left to rot with all of my self doubt Hate, pain, fear, rage Enslaved to your game (To your game) Just a victim to your sick satisfactions I played right into your hand Hoping to find some comfort from when I left my life behind With every second that passes me by The louder the voices tell me I should end my life Maybe they're right Maybe they're right Just let me die Sinking in the shadows as my mind goes numb Fingers on the trigger looking down the barrel of a gun Demons dance around me saying you’ll never be free And all that I can see is what you did to me I am numb I am gone Nothing can bring me home Nothing can bring me home
6.
Sever the ties that have left me in bondage Sever the ties Beaten, bloodied, black and blue (Black and blue) You won't let up until you're through (with me) I watched as the blade was held against my neck My heart sinks in my chest for this might be my end Fading in and out of consciousness I need to pull it together If I want to escape from this madness that has left me in shambles My eyes lock onto his as the rage settles in Hatred, anguish, torment Hatred, anguish, torment You left me with Hatred, anguish, torment Hatred, anguish, torment What did I ever see in you I was promised the world but you tore it in two You're not a man but the devil in flesh The fires of your hell burn a hole in my chest Oh God, I need you now I'm burning out, I'm blacking out, I'm breaking down Tired of doing this on my own The lifelessness as you lay me to rest Fading away I was driven to insanity Beaten down by your ruthless hate My first and final mistake Was when I looked away from everything That made me who I am Escape was worth the pain My worth is greater than your hate So now I'll forgive and forget Learn to heal from the past, and erase the regret Oh God, make me whole

credits

released July 2, 2021

Produced by Zach Blank and As Lions and Lambs.
Artwork by Zach Blank

All music and Lyrics written and performed by As Lions and Lambs

Sancrosanct Records

Special Thanks to:
Christian Roche of Diamonds to Dust
Nick Colandrea of Empty Vessel
Karis Blank (extra vocals on Violence)

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As Lions and Lambs Lancaster, Pennsylvania

As Lions And Lambs is a metalcore band from Lancaster, PA, featuring the talents of Matt McNamara, Dan Schweikert, Mitch Blank and Zach Blank. The band has a passion for chugging out heavy breakdowns and spreading the word of God through their music. Members of Sancrosanct Records Family ... more

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